I have ADHD. I have been on Adderall during college. The doctor that Dx is no longer practicing… I don’t have insurance. I am a graduate student that has been given by the school psychoanalyst Rx Wellbutrin to treat lack of focus and spaciness. The campus doesn’t do ADHD testing anymore… I can’t get in to her… there twice a week… ran out of WB. My delima is that I need more Adderall. I got some from my cousin who is ADD. It brings me to normal. I have an appointment to see a medical doctor next Thurs. He was willing to give me more WB last time I was there… although he wasn’t the one who started the treatment.. I turned him down since: I have to take it daily, causes insomnia, high BP, irritability… and I can’t afford it at all. When I talk to him I don’t want to sound like a druggie. My campus did not diagnose me with ADHD but I need treatment. Any suggestions? Any alternatives I can ask him for? I am thinking of going to MEX, but not wanting to. :-( I’ve tried to get copies of medical records. I was diagnosed as a kid. I am 30y now. i didn’t take meds for it really, because I was able to just deal with it… and have the ADHD behavior be part of my "personality". The docotor’s office doesn’t keep records more than 7-10 years, and this was way before paper.

I need and am willing to take new tests… but can’t afford to out side of school, and school stopped doing them.

I am willing to try alternatives as well. I just need to stop my brian so I can focus.
I don’t get a "kick" from adderall. Someone with ADHD doesn’t get that effect. I am willing not to take it, if there is something else out there. I had no choice to stop the WB… I couldnt get in to her… she had no appointments available…

I don’t care if anyone thinks I sound liek a druggie… I know I am not. If you don’t have ADHD then you don’t know what it is like. I don’t want to take Adderall either. I don’t want to take ANYTHING… I am not priveldged to have this type of life. I was able to not need something more powerful because I foudn ways around it… I put all my lecture/study material on flash cards, and walked in circles studying. Now I am studying for a comprehensive exam and a boards exam… i can’t put the material on flash cards, and I can’t walk in circles while highlighting a book. I can’t sit and read… never been able to. Studying has always taken more time than normal.

Any ideas besides drugs is welcome too. I don’t want to fail.
Clarify… the doctor that diagnosed was when I was a kid. I have tried Adderall… never had a perscription. I know not good… brought me to "normal". I have no records of being perscribed that in particular… and the ADHD is just "common" knowledge with my docs… no direct documentation since I was a kid…

blah blah… i am trying not to freak out. I am willing to buy homeopathic products too. I don’t like taking meds or drugs. I just knwo I worked tooooo hard to get where I am… and the method of studying is requiring me to sit and focus… something I never have been able to do… I have always been able to avoid it… I can’t now.

Any help/ideas is helpful. I am not just trying to get drugs. The other perscription meds for ADHD I have been on have helped, but the side effects and costs make it not worth it to me.

Maybe I can get the medical doctor to call the psychoanalyst.

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